I really don't know what to feel. Do I need to cry? Or mad? ya mad, to myself. My problem was I cared too much eventho I keep telling myself not to put any trust on any people but I do. It hurts me hard. It's funny somehow. Padahal benda ni dah banyak kali kena dah banyak kali berjaga-jaga but it happened again and again. True, I really don't understand why they're telling me it is okay that I still have other choice. No, i'm not and I don't have any. Because I try to stay on one choice and I don't want to be like before.  I'm laughing at my face and fate. Is it a karma?