I try to be patient because I know God is always with me. He knows what best for me. Sometimes i have think, why God sent me here? What I'm supposed to do when I been here? In time, I try to discover all things in my mind. Breath in breath out. Think and think. There's always a reason, always. What I need to do is, just to be patient. Grateful with everything that i had and have. Try to enjoy my life. 

First month here, I keep blaming myself and asked Allah every second. Why always me? Why I can't feel happy like others? My heart full of worries.

Thus, In a few months, I realize. There's something coming for me. Something good, I can feel it. After I put all my trust on Him. I believe, this is my place.

Semuanya bermula dari sini. 

God is a Kind. I love and grateful to Him with all my heart. 

Trust me. Give all your heart to Him, you will feel peace. 

I don't know how to describe this feeling. Even though I don't have what others have but I still have Allah's trust. I put my shoulder and tears on Him.

I know He has created something good for me.

InsaAllah. 

Amin.

:)