My mother

My mother is a woman like no other. She gave me life, nurtured me, taught me, dressed me, fought for me, held me, shouted at me, but most importantly loved me unconditionally.

There are not enough words I can say to describe just how important my mother was to me. And what a powerful influence she continues to be.

When We Were Young

From the way you talk

To the way you move...

Everybody here is watching you

'Cause you feel like home

You're like a dream come true

But if by chance you're here alone

Can I have a moment?

Before I go?

'Cause I've been by myself all night long

Hoping you're someone I used to know

You look like a movie

You sound like a song

My God

This reminds me, Of when we were young

Let me photograph you in this light

In case it is the last time

That we might be exactly like we were

Before we realized

We were sad of getting old

It made us restless

It was just like a movie

It was just like a song

I was so scared to face my fears

Cause nobody told me that you'd be here

And I swore you moved overseas

That's what you said, when you left me

You still look like a movie

You still sound like a song

My God, this reminds me

Of when we were young

Let me photograph you in this light

In case it is the last time

That we might be exactly like we were

Before we realized

We were sad of getting old

It made us restless

It was just like a movie

It was just like a song

When we were young...

(When we were young)

When we were young...

(When we were young)

It's hard to win me back

Everything just takes me back

To when you were there

To when you were there

And a part of me keeps holding on

Just in case it hasn't gone

I guess I still care

Do you still care?

It was just like a movie

It was just like a song

My God, this reminds me

Of when we were young

When we were young...

(When we were young)

When we were young...

(When we were young)

Let me photograph you in this light

In case it is the last time

That we might be exactly like we were

Before we realized

We were sad of getting old

It made us restless

I'm so mad I'm getting old

It makes me reckless

It was just like a movie

It was just like a song

When we were young

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Let pictures do their work.

Hi gojes gojes sekalian and assalamualaikum w.b.t.

It's been a long time i'm not updating any new things here. For sure, there's no someone or anyone whos missing me aite. *tangandibahumatakeatas* ;DDDD

Okaay disebabkan sis pun dah lama tak bercerita, bagi la ruang dan masa untuk sis update 'benda' ape sis dan geng sis buat last week. Perasan tak perasan dan sis pun tak perasan sejak bila sis berbahasakan sis ni as sis? Eh rasa 'matang' pulak bila berbahasakan sis ni. Ayat bahasa melayu pun dah semakin betul sekarang sejak ambil subjek Hubungan Etnik and Tamadun Asia ni. Bahahahahaha 

Sebelum aku melalut lagi banyak, lebih baik la aku terus masuk ke point yang sebetulnya. Cepat tak cepat masa berjalan, dah nak habis pun semester 2 aku di muazam ni. Last week, plan punya plan akhirnya jadi jugak lah kami berangkat ke Melaka. *PlanSemesterlepaspunya

2 days there wasn't enough i tell you, but we got a really awesome experiences. Sebelum sebelum ni p Melaka sebab temankan auntie and uncle meeting takpun p cari cari makan kat sana dengan family. So i gain a new experiences bila pergi dengan kawan-kawan pulak. Hiksss 

Haaaaaaaa sigh! Because time is so jelus of us haa (assignments and homework i mean) so i let pictures do their work. Hahaha

So enjoy melihat muka muka tak beberapa nak fofular ni. Hehehe

Gaya-gaya mak jemah sekalian. Amboi seghonok nau!

Nak dijadikan cerita, sebenarnya kami p ke sana ber 6 tapi tetiba jadi ber 8. 4 ekoq kat belakang tu sebenarnya bukan la kenalan yang datang bersama tapi tetiba muncul masa tengah syok bergmbaq. Siap mintak nak bergambaq sesama pulak. Ado ghupe retis ka? Hm hm hmm hahahahaa

Bye sweethearts. 

Muahhh

There were two....

She is in between
She hopes but she's afraid
She doesn't make an effort but she wants to be noticed
She wants to be that someone whom everyone adores
the one that's enough to have someone
but she always choose to be other one
the safe one
the one that she's used to
She has other version of herself
the one that doesn't exist
and so there were two of them

Few Years Down the Road

Few years down the road
You won't remember why
you cried tonight.

Few years down the road
the person bothering you now
won't be a problem anymore.

Few years down the road
you won't remember the pain
you've to put through
to study this test.

So if few years down the road
these thing won't
affect you anymore,
why let them affect you,
now?

-Anonymous

I

I'm that friend,

 I'll be there for you

until you find someone better

find someone who can give you more

I'll be there.

I'll always be there

whether it's late at night or

 early in the morning, 

you'll always have me

I know I'm not the greatest

I'm not the most talented

or have the most thing

but I'll be there

until you find someone

who can do more for you

that's who I am

the friend that always there until 

something better comes along.

I try to be patient because I know God is always with me. He knows what best for me. Sometimes i have think, why God sent me here? What I'm supposed to do when I been here? In time, I try to discover all things in my mind. Breath in breath out. Think and think. There's always a reason, always. What I need to do is, just to be patient. Grateful with everything that i had and have. Try to enjoy my life. 

First month here, I keep blaming myself and asked Allah every second. Why always me? Why I can't feel happy like others? My heart full of worries.

Thus, In a few months, I realize. There's something coming for me. Something good, I can feel it. After I put all my trust on Him. I believe, this is my place.

Semuanya bermula dari sini. 

God is a Kind. I love and grateful to Him with all my heart. 

Trust me. Give all your heart to Him, you will feel peace. 

I don't know how to describe this feeling. Even though I don't have what others have but I still have Allah's trust. I put my shoulder and tears on Him.

I know He has created something good for me.

InsaAllah. 

Amin.

:)

CACTUS

Too many other things people want to look at but I chose the cactus. This is me, Cactus.

I want to be strong like a cactus. I want to be beautiful like a cactus even it's covered with spines.

person

"Of course, you never really forget anyone, but you certainty release them. you stop allowing their history to have any meaning for you today. You let them change their haircut, let them move, let them fall in love again. And when you see this person you have let go, you realize that there is no reason to be sad. the person you knew exist somewhere, but you are separated by too much time to reach them again."

DEAR ME!

I might be too young to settle down and marry, but I’m definitely too old to be playing anymore games. I’m too old to just be talking to someone, too old to not know what’s really going on, and too old to be entertaining somebody with no intentions of making it work. At this age, I’m only interested in consistency, responsibility, stability, respect and loyalty. And I want to hear someone tell me that they love me and know they goddam mean it.

For now, I’m not going to trust anyone and I don’t chase people anymore because I believe that one day someone is going to hug me tight, that all of my broken pieces will stick together. I don’t know when but I know he will coming to me. And I will hear all those things that I need to hear, the honesty.

Honestly, the best man ever is one who knows his responsibility towards his girl. I do believe in man who has a good career and has a better plan for his partner. The most important thing, I love man who can love me inside and outside. Love all my imperfection, all my flaws. Haihhhh it sounds ‘geli-geleman’ right. Hahahaa

Oh yaa one more thing, I wish I will have a partner who love to travel and will bring me travel with him all over the worlddddd! Ohmaigodd I wish for that. *To many wish la teng. Okay!

GOODNIGHT WORLD AND MY-FUTURE-PARTNER (wherever you are, I wish you are okay and try to look for me right here.) BYE